Tuesday, October 31, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Bored
It has been some time since I last blog an entry with loads of photos. =(
I promise that the upcoming entry will be something related to the October Birthday Boys & Girls and also the great Halloween Night @ Zouk with the girls. For now, I have to concentrate on the remaining 3 papers! Urgh. So stay tune till 10 Nov, will ya?
Anyhow, I was reading Sam's blog and tried a link on personal profile. It spoke on how I am feeling now. For god knows why this is so accurate! HA~
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.
Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.
Smuackz,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 2:33 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Relieved
People comes and goes in everyone's life. One chapter of my life has past and I came to realize that situations & events mold the people whom we are today.
It can turn out to be good or bad. It's how we see it.
At least there were some sweet memories.
^^,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:35 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Anguish
WHERE is my GUTS in Life?
=(,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:24 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Muggiessss
Mugging and more muggings...
I am so tired.
BUT. . . .
I have NO choice but to continue mugging now.
Halloween is coming and I foresee myself being all dressed up as some character in one of the club this year! HEH.
So . . . . .
Stay Tune ~
Mean while I shall be a devil and do what ever I deem right.
*devilish grin*
;p,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 10:59 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
.:: Mood ::. AHH!
Is there an injection for Motivation ?
Is there an injection for not Thinking too Much ?
Is there something to stop you from going into Depression ?
I NEED THEM.
PMS,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 2:10 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
.:: Mood ::. =)
After studying for like 1...2...8...15.... OMG! 15.5 years in Singapore... Yesterday night was the 1st time I receive the QUESTIONS set for one of my exam paper! WOOHOOO~ Not that I want to be a suaku but it's like in the past we have been hoping for such miracle to happen. To know what kind of questions our teacher is going to set and all. Now that I am given the questions to my exam, I am so happy but it also means that I have to do extra good for the paper because I believe they are not going to be lenient while marking the paper! AH!! *STRESS*
Enough of my studies. Sometimes, I think I am blessed with good friends around me though at times I do get bullied cause I have a face that says. "Please come and bully me!" =(
Still, I always look on the bright side of life and I have this friend who came into my life since Jul 2005. I have gone through alot with her. Be it happy or sad.. She's in my life in many different aspects, like being my colleague, salsa friend or close buddy! She's fun loving, bubbly, black & white (Private joke!) and has a strong attitute problem at times. Nevertheless, I enjoy her company and she's ...
MISS ADA LIM!
She's such a sweetie for doing up a clip for Gret & Me. *touched*
Thanks for being there for me & may our friendship continue to blossom.
LOVE YA GALS~
Without you people, my life will not be as colourful.
Smuacks,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 3:11 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
.:: Mood ::. -.-zZz
Just had a chat in MSN with one of my poly senior cum buddy. It's been a while since we chatted and I was asking him a question which I was probe by Ada while we had our dinner meet up with Cindy & Joey earlier.
Question of the day :
How to determine if a guy is sensitive or insensitive?
We concluded that it all depends on the person's thinking in the relationship. We can put it this way by asking the below questions.
1 ) Does knowing what you think all e time = Sensitive?
2) Does knowing what you need everytime = Sensitive?
3) Or rather the reaction to incidents, actions or affections? = Sensitive?
TO ME. It's all of e above.
Except the catch to it is that all have to be done in moderation. Too much of one will either make one seem possessive, over reacting, or paranoid thus will be categorized as being OVER SENSITIVE.
That wouldn't be nice so there are moderation elements like "trust", "understanding" and "respect" in the relationship. You can be sensitive to one's feelings but add a little of understanding you can make that person feel a lot much better. Trust comes in when u became too oversensitive. Respect is the one that governs over reacting.
In theory, everybody knows what they should do in what situation but when things start to happen for them, emotions over ruled them. You will find it hard to cross an invisible barrier into an unknown territory and don't know what will it be like to be on the other side. Most often people will just stay still and try to keep them self from crossing over that line.
You know very clearly u have to do it but you just can't, regardless of how unbearable u just endured it. That's how silly one can be when they decided to love someone. It comes in a package and that's the rule of the game.
There's a type of guy who can be sensitive but may not show its out. Often they will find indirect ways to let you know that they know how u feel.
They are the big EGO Guys.
It will take the sensitive nature of the girls to decode what the guys are showing as girls are more sensitive then guys. And this type of guy sometimes just don't know how to express themselves and need to be probe with questions at the right moment of time. So it's really hard on the girls in this situation.
In conclusion, we should always be sensitive to each other in a moderate way. Be understanding, trust and respect our partners. That's how a relationship can work out. Don't you agree?
Quote of the night : Feelings will run out with time but time will not run out.
Love,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:43 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
.:: Mood ::. ?
All She wants now is to be HAPPY.
To do so, she needs TO ....
1) Find a GOOD Job with a Motivating Income
2) Study HARD for her exam & get GOOD grades
3) Find SOLUTIONS to her Study Loan
4) Spend more QUALITY Time with her Honey
5) Play HARD & Spend MINIMUM Expenses
If only all of the above are met... SHE WILL BE A 100% HAPPY GURL~
If only........
(~.~),
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 11:39 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Good (^^)v
I am an owl now. Can't seem to get myself to fall asleep early (My early is b4 1am!!!) regardless of how tired I am. Just don't wish to end my day without spending enough time to myself. Hee.
Went Vivocity, the new shopping centre at HarborFront with Amanda earlier. Woot! It's darn big but a lot of shops still haven open. We had a hard time finding a place for dinner so we ended up in Harborfront Centre's Pasta mania. Just when the waitress was trying to serve us our dinner (Mind YOU I was DAMN Hungry le!) , I knocked onto a bowl of Minestrone & spilled it on my white mini skirt! =( x 100 .. I rushed to the toilet to wash it but there are still some stains here & there and my dinner was waiting for me at the table. ARGH!
FRIDAY THE 13TH is really a suay day! *pout*
Come to think of it, the previous Friday the 13th, I met someone and had become a catalyst for me to make some major decision in my life. If not for this person, I might still be dangling in the past.... Should I thank this person?? I wonder.
Anyway some pictures for ya before I end my entry.
The night scenery taken from the balcony area... It's a nice place to chill out with friends and partners. Love the atmosphere!
Amanda & I . .
My dear girl with her good buys for the day! Two pairs of heels, one top and a golden necklace. . I love the necklace so much that I could not resist and bought myself one too! *oops*
That's her who looks so great & carefree! Heh.
I think I should try to go to bed early today. Too much late night is not good for health. Oops.. Look whose talking here! :X
Nitez my friends!
Smile,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:13 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
.:: Mood ::. (~.~)
We have too many decisions to make in life. Decisions relating to our future. One wrong step and you might just go down the drain even though you have path a good road in the past.
Since yesterday, I am smack with some major decisions in life again. I have to think of ways and make the so-called right decision. I have rushed into things around 6 months ago. Am I going to do the same? *slap forehead* No more shits! NO MORE~
Think Think Think....
(>,<) ,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 1:31 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Bright
Ever wonder how a BACHATA dance looks like? A dance I have picked up a few months ago, something so sensual and passionate. I only enjoy dancing Bachata with the people I know and I can use two hands to finish counting the number of them. .
They are Boon Cheong (My Instructor), Ben Ben, George, Han, Alvin and Terence. =)
Enjoy the clip below, the girl follows so well... I want to attain their standard too! ;p Sometimes I think I dance better in Bachata than in Salsa! MUAHAHAA~
This song, Ven Tu is so darn smoothing and nice.... It melts my heart~
Bachata is a dance that is very good for couples who has a passion for dancing. It makes them feel more close and bonded!
I HEART DANCING ! ! !
Melts,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:08 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Miss Miss
HONEY, I MISS YOU~!
Dreaming,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 10:52 AM
.:: Mood ::. Down
Not in the greatest mood now. Don't ask me why because I, myself have no idea too.
Just want some tranquility to myself. Walked myself home. Had many thoughts.
Told myself.. "Just do your very best. With this, you will have no regrets in the future as you know you have put in all your effort. And there shall be no turning back if it was not treasured."
I need some sparks in my life. I am getting bored. . . .
XOXO,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 12:58 AM
Monday, October 09, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Relax
Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I finally managed to dye my hair on 27 Sep 06. ;p
Though it has been a week plus le but I just feel like posting a picture of me with my new hair colour.
Some say that I look bald from above... Am I really turning bald! =(
After a hair dye, I went town for dinner with Lisa, Amanda & Anu at Manhatten Seafood! In fact, it's a birthday celebration for Lisa. It's always good to catch up with old friends.
Yummy platters... *.*
That's US!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISA!
Cheers to our friendship and may you stay happy & smart always... *BIG HUG*
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On 30 Sep, it was a big day for my dear colleague, Jennifer. It's her wedding day.
This is the 1st time that I am a jie mei for someone so I was quite blur at certain time of the day plus I was having a bit of hangover after clubbing the night before that. OOPSSss!
Still, we had our bit of fun & laughter. I also wish that this happiness will stay throughout their marriage..... =*)
Left to Right : Pauline, Melissa, Ada, Me, Jennifer (The Bride) & Joyce
THE JIE MEIS~
Our Corsage!
Me in the gown that was provided by the bridal shop. Gee!
Jenn's parents helping to pull the veil over her head...
The Jie Meis' getting ready to sabotage the Groom, Zhi Wei. ;p
The brothers gathering ..
Zhi Wei has to stand on the bench and shout out the 10 Commandments that Ada has came up and he must make sure Jennifer can hear it from her room. Fun!
As evidence, he need to sign the paper to prove that he will keep his promise. They will frame this up and put it in their room. HEHEE!
After signing the paper, they rushed to the door & we continue our 2nd round of Sabo!
The 4 extreme tastes!
SOUR (Super Sour Lemonade!) , SWEET (Honey with lotsa Sugar), BITTER (Fresh Bittergound.. EeeWww!) & SPICY (Half a bottle of Chilli Fried Noodles) .. ;p
The groom has to choose a brother to share the food & drinks with him. He almost puke when he ate the bittergourd. HAHA.
The last thing we did was to ask him to choose a brother and a card. The card has different types of body parts. So what ever Zhiwei choose, he has to kiss the body part of his brother. Bah!
First one on the list ! NIPPLE!
Zhiwei has to kiss his nipples... EEeeee~
Some of the extreme cases....
After much saboing, negotiation of our ang bao and photo-takings, we proceeded to the Zhiwei's house!
The Wedding Car
When the Jie Meis unite, what do they do? They bitch around... Ha!
We were all quite tired in the mid-day and had a rest while the guys drove us to Raffles Marina where the dinner was held. I was like a make up & hair-do artist that night. Ada & Joyce's hair and the gals' eye make up was all done up by me. I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE PRETTY! It makes me a happy gal~ (^^)v
Some pictures before the dinner commence. .
Wedding Band
Joyce & Pauline tending the reception.
As my camera went flat before the dinner commences so there wasn't much pictures I can post. =( The rest are with Joyce!
It was a tiring yet great night. =)
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Last Friday marks the end of my last project submission! YIPPY~ For now, I have to start collating all my notes and start my revision for my upcoming exams. My first paper starts on 25 Oct and ends on 9 Nov!
My SIM classmate, Angie, being such a sweetie gave each of us a cup & candle.
Wanna know the meaning of it?
Cup : The cup is for us to fill in water and water is an essential for everyone. So it means we are essential in her life.
Candle : With a candle, it lights up our life. She thanks us for brightening her life and for being part of it.
(Gal, if I have interpreted your meaning wrongly .. Pls correct me ya! HEE!)
I LOVE U GAL~ *smuacks*
Love,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 1:27 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Cough x 2
The haze is getting into me. Affecting my throat.
I thought my eyes was playing a trick on me last night when the moon was suppose to be the brightest and fullest. However, this haze just makes me feel that I was in Genting with the blury feeling! Had planned to go ECP today but all plans are cancelled..... Feel kinda sad!
I cursed the INDONESIANS who burnt the tress!!!!!!
>,<@#$%##@##$$#
ARGH,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 2:57 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
.:: Mood ::. o.O
Given a choice... I wish to have you by my side for my entire life time too. =)
Hugs,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 3:22 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
.:: Mood ::. Blur & Tired
In lieu of a blog I read, I ask myself these.
Am I receiving what I deserve?
Do I deserve better?
Can you let me know.
Blur,
VaL
