Wednesday, January 31, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Beams

The Happy Us

Boyfriend & Moi

Heart this picture. It's difficult to capture a shot of Boyfriend with his eyes wide open. ;p

A special day packed with activities. Spending the most quality moments together. Woot! Started off with movie at Cineleisure, Babel.

Thought it would be a great show since it was cast by Brad Pitt, nonetheless it bored us to the point I almost fell asleep. It's one of the nominated movies & appreciation of the effort was not on our side! See if you want to try to appreciate it too?

Villa Bali was our next destination. Sipping glasses of red wine, snapping tonnes of pictures and chatting our night away.

Nice place to chill & relax

Kiss Kiss

Oh! Melted.

What's with that look. Squeezing the dimples out. Boo! But I like.

An Alcoholic + A Smoker = Blissful Heaven

Too hungry? Or I looked too delicious? :X

Time to take a rest . .

Trying to Zi Lian regardless of having his accompany. .

P/S : Moi do not smoke but try to act like one. Sadly I look like shit!

To end it all beautifully. Spent the last moments in Sentosa, Palawan Beach Twin Tower. Wind glazing against us and listening to the sound of the wave. How nice can it be.

Thanks for everything. Moi love her Bebee!

Winkx,
VaL

Posted by Valerie at 12:28 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

.:: Mood ::. ^^

Moments of laughter, giggles, fun and joy well-spent together. Doing simple things together makes one feel heart warming. Occasionally doing stupid things just to piss each other off but by teasing each other, all covers up for the anger.

Delivering breakfast at the door step as early as 9.30am in the morning to someone special is indeed surprising and fun. Fun comes with a price of sleeping less then 1 hour, which I do not mind. Had great time making breakfast in the wee-hours with my buddy. Rushing the morning train with no makeup ( Ok, it's only me... You know it's hard on me since I do not step out of the house without makeup.), scaring everyone else in the train. Boo!

In a slip of one minute, we could have missed to accomplished our mission. Lucky us, god was on our side to make it a perfect one. I like the expression showed within the mili-seconds, shocked with a tinge of sweetness.
" Am I dreaming? " was blurted out. How cute. .

I do not need someone to be damn handsome, filthy rich, drive a sports car or spend all his money on me... I just need you to dote on me, be there for me, understand and trust me. And you fit it all.

What more can I ask for ? =)

LOVELOVE,
VaL

Posted by Valerie at 2:30 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Hmm..

All of a sudden I MISS all my dear friends. Ada, Edmund, Joyce, Diana, Sally, Alvin, Gret, Ben, Amanda, Lisa, Esther, Rong Rong, Wenxin, Weiling, Junrong, Dillion, Jeremy, Puwen, Vivian and many many more. Have been too busy with my own life, I forgot to catch up with them. What a friend, I am. Gonna get you peeps out one day to catch up real soon. Miss ya laughter and fun together. Time passes by so fast, I am turning 23 this year. *scary thought*

Without my friends around, I wouldn't have come so far. To understand what is bonding, friendship, happiness, laughter and even sadness together...

I really miss all the good old days I had in secondary school where we used to practice netball after school, bitching all the way to Northpoint and munch-in to all the oily yet satisfying fast food - BK and Long John, our all time favourite. Occasionally a movie or two in a week, since the tickets were like 4 bucks only la! Cheap!

I also miss the days bunking in SP with the SPSU peeps. We have fun, we have joy, we have seasons in the sun. =) The night walks ( Dressing up as ghostly figures and scaring the juniors... BOO! ), suppers ( Milo with biscuits during camp and for normal days would be supper at malay coffee shop, our fav hangout), night cycling ( Can't help to be reminded of how I flew off the bicycle along the road of Block 14. Ouch! ), sleeping in hammocks ( Swing and swing and swing... ), singing camp songs ( It's still so loud and clear in my puny brain ), sabo-ing eachother on our birthdays ( Pieces of cakes flying everywhere.. Run for your life! ), drawing banners ( Ya I used to be in the Publication community ) and many more good memories.

MISS THEM ALL !

It's so good to be young and naive. I want to be young again. Where I wouldn't have so many crazy thoughts. Where my mind is still as pure as a crystal. Where minimum decisions are required from me. Where there's little things to stress about.

Young No More! *sobz*

The memories will be well cherished and kept.

I love ya, my friends. You do have a place in my heart, you know?

Posted by Valerie at 11:14 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Head Facing Down

Loosing my momentum in search of my needs, thou my effort are not fully utilised to the max. I wonder why am I getting so lazy. Wasting my time plainly to have fun. A visit to the temple might be a good idea for me. . Bless myself with good health and good job - which has been a real headache. Received a job rejection email early in the morning aint such a great start. My dreams has once again been shattered. Could be a blessing in disguise, or maybe not?

What kind of job should I look for ? Guidance is required for me, for I am lost in this society with so many different jobs. Again many requirements are mandatory - Having a Degree of a Specific Faculty -, makes me turn away and lost my morale.

Been in search for a job relating to my lao ben hung (expatriate management), a niche market I must say. Not much of opportunity for me and this has been such a headache. Should I change to a different line ? Tried searching for other jobs, banking line sounds good. A market where you can climb up and up and up. Without much knowledge in this line, my dear gal has been like a mummy helping me look through the bank webbies telling me what is good for me. Appreciate it, ya!

How about doing sales job? An industry I guess I can survive in with my bubbliness. =) But what kind of sales? Telemarketer, Personal Financial Consultant, Consumer Sales ( i.e. Selling California Membership card ) ? Too many types of jobs to choose from. Considering the factor I am still pursuing my part time degree, a good time management is definitely required.

Man..... WHO WANT TO EMPLOY ME !

Pull Hair,
VaL

Posted by Valerie at 9:40 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Painpain

I am ABUSED !

By ~~my friends~~ myself. >,<

Ouch!

This is what happen when you drink too much and start to loose all your balance. FYI, I got this on Xmas Eve. Notice there's only blueblacks on my right leg, guess my left leg is stronger. Ha!

Had too much fun drinking. End Result. More ORH CE (blueblack) ! Haha.

Ok. I found a new addition to the family on my arm. Got it last night when my dear friend lost her balance and fell on me. Not that she punch me or something but its because I bang onto the sharp edge of the table. =(

In conclusion. Alcohol give you blue blacks.

Pui,
VaL

Posted by Valerie at 5:13 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Down

I never knew I will still be affected till last night. I let out all the internal emotions once again. Loosing my cool, showing others the down side of me.

My friend was so shocked by how hard I cried. . He said " Such a happy-go-lucky girl. Why cry till lidat? "

Its been some time. Not too long and not too short. To say I have forgotten, I can't. It's the fact. I have been running away from it. Trying to live a happier life. Till now, I know I have been smiling and laughing alot compared to one month ago . . Give me some more time. I believe I can get over it and move on to a more fulfilling life.

Frankly, there was only minimal effect and hurt I felt. I loose my cool mainly because I cannot understand certain stuffs. A mystery will remain and I shall ponder no more.

It's over girl. No turning back when the door has been closed tightly.

Tightly.....

-.-,
VaL

Posted by Valerie at 7:19 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

.:: Mood ::. Wailing

VaL is wailing away because she is getting so fat, her friends are telling her to watch her diet.

=(((((((((

She needs a proper life with a proper diet. She wants to stay slim like how she was a few months back. She have been indulging with all the goodies, heavy meals, suppers and tons of beers..... HATE IT HATE IT!!!!! Satisfaction gained at the moment but now the consequences she has to bear are heavy.

No more chips, no more chocolates, no more fast food, no more supper, no more starchy food, no more fried food and no more sweet tooth stuffs . . NO MORE!

From now on, she will only indulge in healthy food. More fruits, soupy stuffs, sandwiches, plain water and grilled stuffs!!!!

She will be back on her slim side soon. . . *if only she can control her diet* Keeping her fingers crossed!

Wish me luck . . Will ya?

Wail,
VaL