Saturday, March 31, 2007
.:: Mood ::. Sleepy
It seems like I am always tired nowadays. Always having the ZzzzZzzz monster attacking me every now and than. Of late, concentration in class is minimal and within seconds I am off to the la la land. Goodness gracious me. At least I am not the only one for the lessons really bored us to the max. In order to keep ourself awake, we munch on goodies (Conclusion: Training makes one grow fat. ), gossip around or go for toilet breaks. Still it is hard to be awake!
Fears of not being able to perform well when I am posted to the branch has been haunting me. The fear grows larger every day. Time really flies as I am going to be posted out soon. Soon as in like next next week. >,< The systems, products and everything still seems quite alien to me. =( Thess brings further fear in me.
And for all you know, I need a break. A very very very long break. I super duper miss the days I can laze around. No more no more!!!!!
I don't care, now I shall go and have a good drink before I end my Saturday. The weekend is coming to an end again. Fuck. I hate it.
Can anyone be kind enough to buy me some time?
Please!
=(,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 10:16 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
.:: Mood ::. Dead Tired
I am so tired of all the studying yet the results are not what it seems to be. Boo!
Shall have to work harder in order to ripe what I sow.
Deprived of all the fun I used to have is how I feel. Not being able to have a great night-out on Fridays when I have papers in the early morning on Saturday. Been a Macdonald fan recently, studying there and munching fillet-o-fish, fries, big breakfast n loads of green teas ( No more green tea with Chivas or Martel. Just plain green tea! ) . =(
Studying at Boat Quay Mac till late has been a habit for me. Once in a while tempted to sneak into a bar for a drink or two. My colleague has a funny habit, she optimize her studying mode by drinking Heineken and smoking at the same time. I tried to do so by having a few glasses of beer and started studying... The only result was bad, the super tired and semi-high me fell asleep on the table even though the environment was super noisy. *bad example* In the end, I went for more drinks to end the night beautifully.
Tonight is yet another boring day having to study for my Monday test. Friends are all having fun at beaches, bar and yet I have to mug. What a life.
Just a side-track, I went for a mini makeover at NbyN. It was an invitation for a free make-over. Ya it sounds nice, doesnt it? Nude look will be the first look and the second look will be a more mature look.
After the make-over, they psycho me to buy a 2K plus package. Though the benefits they listed out were very attractive but it's darn expensive la! So I gave it a miss.
Come to think of it, I kinda regret not doing a makeover when I had my long hair. Now it's too late for me to do so.
Boo Hoo Hoo,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 4:55 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
.:: Mood ::. Tired
Scenario 1
One warm afternoon , I was doing some self-studying in Bebee's house. He went downstairs to meet his friend for some tea. Being the glutton me, I felt hungry & was awaiting for his return so we can have dinner. However, my stomach can't stop grumbling & took a banana to eat.
Halfway through, Bebee came back. I smiled at him and continued munching my banana happily. He sat beside me & look at what I was doing. I turn to him and passed him the banana skin.
Me : Bebee, throw for me please. (In a monotone & continue my self-study.)
Bebee (furious) : Wah liao eh. U never offer to me if I want to eat and now you ask me to throw for you??? You really think NI CHI XIANG JIAO, WO CHI PI ( You eat banana, I eat skin ) ar?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA......
The atmosphere was filled with laughter. He must be thinking what kind of girl friend am I~
Scenario 2
Before Bebee send me home, I felt hungry and wanted to eat the chicken wings sold at a coffee shop near his place. The nice him went and buy for me while I sat in the car blowing air-con waiting for his return.
He returned with 2 chicken wings and they smelled so great, I can't help but to eat it in the car.
Me: You want to have some?
Bebee: I am very full. Nevermind la, you eat lo.
Me: Ok. *biting off a big piece of the meat*
While he was driving, I past him a few mouth cause I know he can't resist it too. ;p
I ate till the second piece and mumbled....
Me: You want me to leave the wing part for you?
Bebee: You eat till you don't want le then leave for me.
Me: *nodhead & continuing eating*
Upon reaching my house...
Bebee: You got leave for me?
Me: Ya... *smile* I left you the last part of the wing, the smallest yet the crispest part. Hao Liao ok (Good Stuff) !!!
Bebee: -.-""" You good la!~ Leave only that part for me. =(
Me: You say you full ma. Hehe!
I think I am gonna be killed by him one fine day.
But I know he can't bear to do it la. Or am I wrong?
My precious~
Hahaa,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 6:35 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
.:: Mood ::. Struggle
Now I seriously understand the agony of having to manage full-time work with part-time studies.
Having just started work for two days, I finally understand why Emily has been telling me she's dead tired everytime we chat or meet. There's really minimum time. Everyday at work, we faced many many presenters and lecture notes. One presenter come in, finish, go out, the other comes in. I can't help but to doze off every now and then for the topics are all so dry. -.-zZzzzzzz
The process goes on till toilet breaks, lunch breaks and the day comes to end.
My life now is filled with training at work, self study after work for my training tests ( test held every Saturday ), attend SIM classes after work, do SIM projects, study for SIM test, squeeze some time to sleep and maybe a bit of time with my Bebee. There are so many things to do yet there's only 24 hours a day. Personal time no more.
It's really a miracle how the married ones can handle the stress given from managing a family, work, studies and still survive. Imagine when you get home, you have tonnes of household chores awaiting for you to clear and if you happen to be a family with kids. Oh my... It will be diastrous knowing you still have to do the tasks even if you are dead tired. Like feeding your kids, giving them personal tuition or overlook them doing their homework, reading them storybooks and tugging them to bed. *sweat* . After that you might have to do some work that you might have brought home or even do your project research.
I give many many kudos to them.
And now, I am squeezing a tiny weeny bit of time to blog risking my time away to self study. I shall be good and head back to my books for I do not want any misfortunate to happen on me. *touch all kinds of wood*
Shag,
VaL
