Wednesday, January 30, 2008
.:: Mood ::. Mundane
It's getting so mundane I see myself going through the same motion everyday.
I miss doing alot of things. I wish to do alot of things yet many obstacles are ahead. I am stress up for my studies for not attending any classes thus feeling so lost. I am stress up for my work because sales are not up to standard. I am stress up for not being able to spend more time with my loved ones.
I AM STRESS UP!
I start to wonder if I am always the one that thinks too much or people just don't care. Reasons given every single time. I feel disappointed. Really disappointed. I just wonder why tiredness seems to set in every single time when I am around and not with your friends. I wonder.
Time of the month sets in again. So the emo me I guess.
DONE.
Out,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 11:09 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
.:: Mood ::. Spoilt
I don't feel good now.
Cloverfield, the movie spoilt our day. I guess my stubborness cause the day to end badly. Didn't have a proper dinner plus Boyfriend was feeling nauseous after just mere 20-30mins of the super shaky scenes in Cloverfield. And we left the movie in the midst. =(
This is the 2nd time in a month I am leaving the movies in the midst... Gosh!
P/S: My advise to u is dont ever think of watching the abovementioned show. Waste of ur time and energy.
Sigh,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 10:54 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
.:: Mood ::. Sigh
In memory of my dear friend, Alvin Ho.
The news from his dearest one came so suddenly, I was dumbfolded. I still cant accept the fact he is no longer around.
He, being the youngest in our group in Salsalicious has brought much happiness to Gret, me and especially Ada (the GAVA). His smile and giggles still lingers around with his forever happy-go-lucky style. He, being a close bonded friend to me now leaves me with memories everywhere. He, being a lover of Salsa and dance, has inspired us to continue loving it.
I believe you are now in a better place with no worries and will always be in peace.
Most importantly, thanks for being there and also having walked a part of my life with me.
You will always be remembered my dear friend, Alvin.
16.10.1985 - 19.01.2008
Love,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 10:31 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
.:: Mood ::. Sob
My first off day after settling down in AMK hub doesn't seem as happening as I thought it would be. Pre-planned things are just left aside and have to be fulfilled alone. No one to blame just plain mis-communication and last minute cloat-ups. And I just hate it. Boo.
I must say up till now AMK hub does not seem as crowded as I thought it would be. Perhaps the weekends will be different. Have been a loitering soul on Mon and Tue as my systems are not up yet and I am still trying to get used to the big family they have. The total number of staffs (all operations and sales) in AMK hub amounts to 50 over.. Taking time to remember their names already can be quite a big headache. And I realised they have quite a bit of crazy people there, where they say averagely one customer a week will come and make a big fuss out of small issues. *shake head* For now, I just have to try hard to hit my commission this month and start the year with a big fat pay.
Anyway last Saturday, I went for a session of Badminton with Zane, Shwufen and Shuping. I was so tired I fell asleep on a chair after an hour of exercise. Oink. After match, I went Zane's house for a wash up and down we went to Vivocity with Jean, Lilian and Phyllis. Jean treated us for dinner at a japanese restaurant. The food there are delicious but kinda exp thou. Anw Thanks gal! =)
Wanted to watch a movie and we chose "My Blueberry Nights" thinking it wouldn't be too bad since Jude Law is starring the movie and Wong Karwei is the director. We were totally WRONG! It was such a BORING movie that we left after 45mins of torture. They reckon the movie was for old people as the pace of the movie is extremely slow and the screen of the movie seems blur. I guess it was an effect Karwei wanted to achieve but I must say it failed to retain our attention. We felt lost since we came out and decided to head to Settlers cafe at North Canal Rd. It was fun where we sabo Zane and drew on each person's hand if we lose a game.
Pictures will show it all.
My New Year eve was spent at Waiting Bar with boyfriend and friends.
Alright, let me do some self reflection over the resolutions I set last year.
1. Club and drink less
I did club and drink lesser too as compared to 2006. It was a much healthier life style though I still drink at pubs with Boyfriend occasionally.
2. Learn to save up and start repaying all my debts
I managed to save up one semester of school fees yet I also incur more expenses when I started to get Credit Cards. Damn. I don't know why I just cant stop myself from indulging in clothes, shoes, bags, manicure and pedicures and even massages. I just love pampering myself.
3. Slim down
I did not managed to slim down and got even fatter in mid 2007. =( Now, I really need to work hard on this resolution.
4. Study hard and get at least 2 Distinctions
Yay!!!! This is one achievement I have made for myself by fulfilling my dream of having at least 2 distinction. I DID IT. Gee. More to come ya this sem....
5. Find a proper job and excel in it
I found OCBC! Whether it's a job I will excel in, time will determine it all and now my focus is to earn more $$$$$.
6. Have a closer bond with my family
Ever since I am with boyfriend, I got more distanced with my family. Felt quite guilty about it cause I kept bunking over at his place and seldom go home. So this year I told myself I need to stay home more often and give them the attention they needed.
7. Continue to widen my circle of friends
It's still expanding everyday. And I love it.
Here's to summarize it off with my 2008 New Year resolutions.
1. Graduate successfully
This is what I truely aim for now and it would be even better to have some distinction too.
2. Earn more and save more
Now that I am able to strive for a better commission, I wish to save more for things like paying my debts and also to go on a holiday with Boyfriend, Friends and my family members. Hong Kong is part of the agenda ya with Ada and guys. =)
3. Slim Down
It will still be my resolution this year and I need to work hard for it by reducing my consumption of food. That includes junk food and supper.
4. To get a car license
Boyfriend's dad is a private instructor and I intend to get him to teach me after my exams in mid 2008.
5. To get myself a insurance policy
I just did it yesterday. Life is too vunerable. MC King is an example. Haiz. No one knows when their road will come to an end. So it's important to get ourself covered with insurance. Nowadays medical expenses are a toll on everyone's pocket too especially when you do have a medical coverage policy. Be prepared than be sorry.
6. To work smart and play hard
I guess I am still kind of playful at times but working smart and playing hard will make us a happier person. Trust me.
7. To spent more quality time with Boyfriend
I wish for a happy relationship with him. To love him with all I have.
8. To be happy
Smile always!
That's all for my resolutions. Hope I keep up to them. ^ ^
CNY is once again knocking on our door. Let's have some gatherings and spend a big fat new year together ya!
p/s: In Chinese calendar, this year I FAN TAI SUI. I need to be more careful. May god bless us, Rats.
Xoxo,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 11:29 AM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
.:: Mood::. Tired
Tomorrow marks a new beginning for me. =)
I finally made a choice to get a transfer to AMK hub branch. Yay!! Not too sure if it's really a good choice but time will determine it all.
Why am I having doubts about the transfer??? Because..... There are 12 bankers with 9 tables and everyone is sharing the same pie. And now my boss is also my cluster manager so it's double stress! I still have classes in SIM where tml is also the first lesson. This is also my last semester, in which I hope to graduate successfully.
I just want to get familarize with their culture and ways of working asap! It will be a bonus if the colleagues are as good as the ones I have in Kallang branch.
I am so gonna miss silly girl, Zane and little sweetie, Shuping! Plus my SA and nice nice officers.... Boo Hoo Hoo!
No more happy family and comfort zone. Time to be serious and get to business.
Money here I come. Gee.
Wish me luck ok?
Cheerios,
VaL
Posted by Valerie at 8:41 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
.:: Mood::. ....
Its 2008 already!
HAPY NEW YEAR to all my friends!!!!
I hope that everyone gets what they wish for and of cause what I wish for too.....
For now, I can tell you I do not feel as happy as I wish for and it will change.
Give me some time.
Love all,
VaL
